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not really a good day for me today...

juz doing my best for a better me instead....

is evrything dat i own rite now just like a mist in the early morning....

fading in time...disappear after giving such a comfort feeling...

but even mist will come again at the same time tomorrow and the next day as well....

well...sometimes i felt like i wanted to turn into the old me..

who believe in no one else rather than my self..

its not easy for me when it comes to hope..

for me..hope is just like we are gambling in games...

we dont really know whether it'll really came out the way we wanted to...

when we've got what we want..we are pleased..

but when its not happening like what we hope for...we tends to

looks for the mistakes from the others without knowing dat the mistakes are always

bind to us since the beginning..

sincerely...i always told people not to mark on my words...coz not only

i've disappointed people around but also myself as well..

right now...i'm looking for a goal,an ambition to hold on...

cz i already lost what i had before..

it went away like nothing is left here to stay for..

its not dat it has gone without a trace but i know..

even if it comes back...

nothing would change even for a word....

hahahaha....last but not least...i'm writing dis out of my subconscious brain..

dun blame me if u r not going to understand a few

things in here...

well then...bye~ sayounara~ papai~ salam~

Lalalala~ not in the mood into the "paper"~ (=.=")V

Exam Study Mood is missing somehow...haha...i'm not touching any of my notes or books since in the last class i think...which held about nearly two weeks a go...quite a handy action there...i wonder what would happen to me daa~

haha...tomorrow's paper is one of the "super duper death note" subject this semester and yet..i'm feeling like doing anything to get into it...just now..i went "ronda2" around campus with two of my frens...when we arrived at the ptsl..hehe....we dont stop but we make noise out of our bike..but it was not for long..around 5-10 seconds only and it was fun...haha...we make it twice...lalala~

Exam...exam.......n exam.....it also means that i'll have to go home after dis...huarghhh!! balik jela......hm....dun have any other excuse not to do that..instead,i need to do the third smester program back at home...(hm...tangguh lagi appointment ngn Mr.Neuro..xpela...ha3~)...hope i can do well and everything will be just fine when i'm home later...if not..haha....i wont be able to think it for myself too for now....aiya~ pray harder la~

for now,even an advice from the older are not clicking wif me.....well.....even they dont have a life juz like one i had right now..haha....sometimes i felt like it is a good thing...but most of the time...the -ve part of it shooted out of my head like a bullet from a hyper duper machine gun..haha...(y am i thinking about the machine gun rite now?)...=p...

anyway...for those who are doing their best in for their exams....gudlark..pray harder..and tdo bnyak2 sket..hehe...

ganbare...ganbare........ganbare ne~ tata~ =)

I'm a new guy....

starting over again on blogging from today and onwards..hope dis time it would be reasonable enough like last time.. even though i mess a few things up last time...hope it wont happen again and again..huhu

well....life turn out to be unexpected everyday in my life....i'm sure that u guys also agreed to that...we can expect something in our life but we cant really depend on it since there is so much other unexpected things are waiting to jump out into our life....

hm...i'm trying to persuade myself rite now to do something that are completely different from what i've done before...hope it'll get trough well....its not easy for us to change but its necessary for us to make the 1st step towards it...=)

hope u guys who read dis blog...if u know me...then pretend not to be...haha....all i hope for is just a share of thought so that i'll be able to get trough the dark cave within me....bcoz dis life is all about us...its about choices...what we choose...make what kind of person we are...dun we?

what am i babling rite now ni...?hahaha...dun really understand myself too sumtimes...but dont bother ya..i know well where am i standing rite now....

for those who read dis blog...welcome and hope we can be fren yar~

papapapai~ and thanks~