Blackout...

somehow...

it happens...

not once...

but many...

it came...

and faded away...

it took me a few minutes to recover...

and sometimes for hours...

sometimes...

it was scary...

but somehow...

it fits me...

when the time comes...

i told myself...

that was the time for me...

to pause things a little...

contrary...

i made things to move faster...

as i dont really have time to spare...

it wasnt me...

who choose to live with the blackout in me...

but...

i required it as a gift...

that give me lights...

that light up every part of me...

even when i was blinded by the blackout...

again...

and again...and again...

which makes me wonder...

when would it be?

is it tomorrow?

today?

nobody know...

even the blackout dont...

-qifera-