Perfectionist...

Ramadhan this year...

had taught me a lot of things...

and i'm very grateful...

Alhamdulillah...

perfectionist...

for me...

it is some kind of disease actually...

not being able to absorb other's weaknesses...

wanna see everything being perfect...

maybe due to experiences...

perfectionist person tends to look for perfect things only...

things that happens before...

which can be considered as a bad and harmful memory...

can also be considered as one of the reason...

what they are acting like that...

as for me...

i dont recall this earlier...

but...

during Hari Raya...

my brother said a few things that suddenly open my eyes a bit...

its not like is was bad things...

but somehow...

i was burdened by it...

anyway...

i'll try to fulfill everything...

as perfect as i could...

but no guarantee can be given...

coz i'm only a mere human...

who makes mistake...

no wonder...

things are going as it is right now...

to those who being victim of this situation...

dont oppose it right away...

just accept it and do your best...

sometimes...

it also good for us to shoot for the moon...

even if we fail...

we'll land among the stars...

rite?

do not bow your head when you are falling dowm...

coz hope are not rolling down by itself to come to you...

lift your head high...

and u'll see that you were never alone...