Thursday, May 5, 2011

Ketika diri mencari sinar~

Hmmm....wahahaha~
tringat lirik lagu ja..

"ketika diri mencari sinar
secebis cahaya menerangi laluan
adakalanya
langkahku tersasar
tersungkur di lembah kegelapan
bgaikan terdengar bisikan rindu
mengalun kalimah menyapa keinsafan
kehadiranmu menyentuh kalbu
menyalakan obor pengharapan"

hahaha...
lama tol xdengor lagu ni..
lately i've been vvveeeerryyyy busy
huaaa~ =(
busy building up my life again
i'm having my chance to search for my dream again
n this tyme..
i hope nothing can hold me against it
huhu...
i know quite a few people were worried about me
but plis plis plis trust me
i know that dis is not the only way it should be
but somehow its the best option dat i have in order to develop
"A new ME"
i cant act the way i am before
i have 'jobs' to be done
i have 'task' to be cleared
n i have my life to oppose..huhu
dun worry too much
i'm taking everything out of me dis tyme
no more holding back
even tears are not working anymore to shake my heart
(again...haha)
but u know...
my tears are also there plating his part
after years i've been keeping it inside me
somehow it burst out
hua3...tragic isnt it?
even my mum would say the same thing
"adik ni la anak mak paling keras hati..dalam semua anak2 mak..
hg sorang ja yg ak xpernah boleh nk baca..."
wahh..pngakuan yg smmgnya ku expect dari ibuku last Wednesday night
agagaga~
am i dat bad?
nvm..at least she know why n how i'm making my way
to avoid from those "insects"
just pray for me ya mak~ =)

enough of that..
training!! training!! training!!
aaaaa..!!
fitness lembik cam kentang putar je skrg ni
hari tu training..
perghh!!
lembik lutut wa kena ngn abg man..
aiyooo!!
gi mana mau main kalo mcm ni..
ape pon..usaha tangga kejayaan~
bukan semua orang yang berusaha mampu nk berjaya
tapi semua yang berjaya adalah
"ORANG YANG BERUSAHA"

insyaAllah mari kita usaha sama2..Fisabilillah~ =)

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